A Letter to My Abuser Nurse
Dear Abuser Nurse,
I am writing this letter to you, not to seek forgiveness or to understand why you chose to harm me, but to express my feelings and to seek closure. It has been years since the incident occurred, but the pain and trauma you caused me have lingered, affecting every aspect of my life.
When I was a young patient in the hospital, I looked up to you as a guardian angel, someone who was supposed to care for me and protect me from harm. Little did I know that you would become my worst nightmare. The physical and emotional abuse you subjected me to was inexcusable and has left me with scars that will never heal.
Every time I think about that time, I am flooded with memories of the pain you inflicted upon me. The way you treated me like a mere object, disregarding my dignity and humanity, is something I will never forget. The trust I had in you was shattered, and the fear you instilled in me has taken years to overcome.
While I understand that you may have your own struggles and demons, there is no excuse for the way you treated me. You had a responsibility to care for me, and instead, you chose to harm me. Your actions have had a lasting impact on my life, and I want you to know that I will never forgive you for the pain you caused.
However, I am not writing this letter to dwell on the past or to seek revenge. Instead, I am writing to release the burden of anger and resentment that has been weighing on me for so long. I hope that by expressing my feelings, I can find some peace and closure.
As I look back on that time, I realize that the strength I gained from surviving your abuse has helped me become a stronger person. I have learned to stand up for myself and to seek help when I need it. I have also learned to forgive others, even though it is difficult, because I know that forgiveness is essential for healing.
So, to you, Abuser Nurse, I say this: I will never forget what you did to me, but I will not let it define me. I have overcome the pain and trauma you caused, and I will continue to move forward, stronger and more resilient. Thank you for the lessons you taught me, even though they were not the ones you intended.
With hope for healing and peace,
[Your Name]
